rasa cam nak jerit je ...skrg cepat sangat i loose control ...sket sket nak meletop sket sket nak marah ....eiiii i dont want to be seorang yg pemarah ...it is so not me .


i really need to control my temper and dont let the temper to control me . Ada anger management nyer kelas tak ...tak pun kena tgk cerita anger management tew banyak kali sampai muntah . When i pegi cek up utk may imbalance hormon , slalu sangat doc tanya . U ada stress tak ...tapi ai slalu kata tak der . Untill last night i think i yang stress kan my self . I stress bila tak ley make sure my house is clean ...lantai tak bersih pun aku ley hangen . Gila ke hapa . Tgk kain baju tak basuh tak berlipat mula la glabah ...eiiiii so teruk, nampak lantai bilik air start kotor pun sakit mata . After ai list kan kat sini baru ai nampak ...thats y im so stress out . Ai have so many things to do . Thats y sutan advice moon ....set kan priority ...what ever happen kids come first . Luangkan masa utk dia org . Tinggal je apa yg u duk buat n layan dia org dolu . Daddy tak kesah umah sepah ..tak kesah mummy tak sempat masak ..kain baju kalau tak sempat nak basuh jemur hantar je dobi . I want to see u happy n when ur happy the kids will be happy to ..ai fully understand u kerja ...kiter tak der maid , mana yg boley buat u buat mana nak mintak tolong just let me know ..
bila dgr dia ckp cam tew baru ai realise ..ermmm he is so true . Ai suka pikir kan benda yg tak patut ...asyik risau je manjang . Even amount dalam bank nampak kurang ai dah start risau ...so teruk ..ok tarik nafasssssssssss istigfar banyak banyak ....
lepas muhasabah diri ...chewah ...yer la ...kadang kiter tak prasan apa silap kiter . Sometimes kiter ingat kita slalu betol . We need somebody to tell us sebab kiter bukan nya bijak n sempurna utk perasan benda2 tew semua . Thanks daddy sebab tegor ..
ok think positive n banyakkan bersabarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ..........i will try my best . Azam baru nih .............wuuuusaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa